Tuesday, August 16, 2011

HIM

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know :)
MOHAMED SYAFIQ

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Thursday, August 11, 2011

INSECURITIES..

Well everyone have their own insecurities but mine is insecurities of my heart..
it is hard to differentiate between love,passion,adore and like..different meaning and actions..
It is complicated when we talked about our hearts.. Until now i dont think i am fully understand my heart and my brain that generate my thoughts..Someone said to me that do u know when u are in love?
do you know that love and like is 2 different meaning? The question is still running through my mind every second until now..Am i confused? or is it actually i am scared to be in love or to give trust to others just because i have been cheated before?? Now am i been too much careful to prevent myself from getting hurt again? I think i am :)
I just cannot go through that situation again..and i am now slowly to recovered and give time to myself to trust people back... and it will take a long time!
my second insecurities is my weight ..:( i hate to exercise but i love to eat..its not that i dont love my body!
i love my body each and everyday by eating healthy foods..now im trying to reduce carbonated drinks and sugars..i hate when people saying bout my weights or  how different i look now..
its like --____-- diaorg ni x de kje lain ke tgk bdn org..hhahak cm tuh la..:P
any way im trying to reduce my weight and be more healthier! :)

- NeGaTiVe-

Well,10 negatives things about myself is :
  • I have the biggest EGO tht not anyone can handle it..
  • I am stubborn 
  • My swing moods..feels like i want to kill sumone..like seriusly..
  • Making my own RULES ;p
  • I dont like to wake up in the morning :(
  • Doesnt like to show my true feelings or actions
  • i love to curse people when i am mad
  • Strong feelings of jealousy
  • doesnt like to keep money and love to spend it!!
  • love to complain